JEAN-BAPTISTE SAVIGNY
AND ALEXANDER CORRÉARD
NARRATIVE OF A VOYAGE TO SENEGAL IN 1816 (exerpts:part
III)
It was now that we had need of all our courage, which, however, forsook us
more than once: we really believed that we were sacrificed, and with one accord,
we cried that this desertion was premeditated. We all swore to revenge ourselves
if we had the good fortune to reach the shore, and there is no doubt but that,
if we could have overtaken, the next day, those who had fled in the boats,
an obstinate combat would have taken place between, them and us.
It was then that some persons who had been marked out for the boats, deeply
regretted that they had preferred the raft, because duty and honor had pointed
out this post to them. We could mention some persons: for example, Mr. Correard,
among others, was to go in one of the boats; but twelve of the workmen, whom
we commanded, had been set down for the raft; he thought that in his quality
of commander of engineers, it was his duty not to separate from the majority
of those who had been confided to him, and who had promised to follow him wherever
the exigencies of the service might require; from that moment his fate became
inseparable from theirs, and he exerted himself to the utmost to obtain the
governor's permission to have his men embarked in the same boat as himself;
but seeing that he could obtain nothing to ameliorate the fate of these brave
men, he told the governor that he was incapable of committing an act of baseness:
that since he would not put his workmen in the same boat with him, he begged
him to allow him to go on the raft with them, which was granted.
Several military officers imitated their example; only two of those who were
to command the troops did not think fit to place themselves upon the raft,
the equipment of which, in truth, could not inspire much confidence.
One of them, Captain Beinière, placed himself
in the long-boat with 36 of his soldiers. We had been told that these troops
had been charged to superintend the proceedings of the other boats, and to
fire upon those who should attempt to abandon the raft. It is true, as we have
seen above, that some brave soldiers listening, perhaps, more to the voice
of humanity and French honor, than to the strict maxims of discipline, were
desirous of employing their arms against those who basely abandoned us, but,
that their will and their actions were paralized by the passive obedience which
they owed to their officers, who opposed this resolution.
The other, Mr. Danglas, a lieutenant, who had lately left the_gardes-du-corps_,
had at first embarked with us upon the raft, where his post was assigned him,
but when he saw the danger which he incurred on this unstable machine, he made
haste to quit it, on the pretext that he had forgotten something on board the
frigate, and did not return. It was he whom we saw, armed with a carbine, threaten
to fire on the barge of the governor, when it began to move from the frigate.
This movement, and some other actions which were taken for madness, nearly
cost him his life; for while he was thus giving himself up to a kind of extravagance,
the captain took flight, and abandoned him on board the frigate with the sixty-three
men whom he left there. When M. Danglas saw himself treated in this manner,
he gave marks of the most furious despair. They were obliged to hinder him
from attempting his own life. With loud cries he invoked death, which he believed
inevitable in the midst of perils so imminent. It is certain that if Mr. Espiau,
who had his long-boat already full, had not returned to take from on board
the frigate, the forty-six men, among whom, was Mr. Danglas, he and all his
companions would not, perhaps, have experienced a better fate than the seventeen
who were finally left on board the Medusa.
After the disappearance of the boats, the consternation
was extreme: all the terrors of thirst and famine arose before our imaginations,
and we had besides to contend with a perfidious element, which already covered
the half of our bodies: when recovered from their stupefaction, the sailors
and soldiers gave themselves up to despair; all saw inevitable destruction
before them, and gave vent in lamentations to the gloomy thoughts which agitated
them. All we said did not at first avail to calm their fears, in which we however
participated, but which a greater degree of strength of mind enabled us to
dissemble. At last, a firm countenance and consoling words succeeded in calming
them by degrees, but could not wholly dispel the terror with which they were
struck; for according to the judicious reflection, made after reading our deplorable
story, by Mr. Jay, whose authority we quote with pleasure, "To support extreme misfortunes,
and what is worthy of remark, to bear great fatigues, moral energy is much
more necessary than corporeal strength, nay, than the habit of privations and
hard labour. On this narrow theatre where so many sufferings are united, where
the most cruel extremes of hunger and thirst are experienced, strong and indefatigable
men who have been brought up to the most laborious professions, sink in succession
under the weight of the common destiny, while men of a weak constitution, and
not inured to fatigue, find in their minds the strength which their bodies
want, endure with courage unheard-of trials, and issue victorious from their
struggle with the most horrible afflictions. It is to the education they have
received, to the exercise of their intellectual faculties, that they owe this
astonishing superiority and their deliverance," When tranquillity was
a little restored, we began to look upon the raft for the charts, the compass
and the anchor, which we presumed had been placed there, from what had been
said to us at the time we quitted the frigate. These highly necessary articles
had not been put upon our machine. The want of a compass in particular, greatly
alarmed us, and we uttered cries of rage and vengeance. Mr. Correard then recollected,
that he had seen one in the hands of one of the chief workmen under his command,
and enquired of this man about it: "Yes, yes," said he, "I have
it with me." This news transported us with joy, and we thought that our
safety depended on this feeble resource. This little compass was about the
size of a crown-piece, and far from correct. He who has not been exposed to
events, in which his existence was in imminent peril, can form but a faint
idea of the value which one then sets upon the most common and simple objects,
with what avidity one seizes the slightest means, that are capable of softening
the rigour of the fate with which one has to contend. This compass was given
to the commander of the raft; but an accident deprived us of it forever: it
fell, and was lost between the pieces of wood which composed our machine: we
had kept it only for a few hours; after this loss, we had nothing to guide
us but the rising and setting of the sun.
We had all left the frigate without taking any food: hunger began to be severely
felt; we mixed our biscuit-paste (which had fallen into the sea)with a little
wine, and we distributed it thus prepared: such was our first meal, and the
best we had the whole time we were on the raft.
An order, according to numbers, was fixed for the distribution of our miserable
provisions. The ration of wine was fixed at three quarters a day: we shall
say no more of the biscuit: the first distribution consumed it entirely. The
day passed over pretty quietly: we conversed on the means which we should employ
to save ourselves; we spoke of it as a certainty, which animated our courage:
and we kept up that of the soldiers, by cherishing the hope of being soon able
to revenge ourselves upon those who had so basely abandoned us. This hope of
vengeance inspired us all equally, and we uttered a thousand imprecations against
those who had left us a prey to so many misfortunes and dangers. The officer
who commanded, the raft being unable to move, Mr. Savigny took on himself the
care of setting up the mast; he caused the pole of one of the frigate's masts
to be cut in two; we employed the main-top-gallant sail; the mast was kept
up by the rope which had served to tow us, of which we made shrouds and stays:
it was fixed on the anterior third of the raft. The sail trimmed very well,
but the effect of it was of very little use to us; it served only when the
wind came from behind, and to make the raft preserve this direction it was
necessary to trim the sail, as if the wind came athwart. We think that the
cross position which our raft always retained, may be attributed to the too
great length of the pieces of wood which projected on each side.
In the evening, our hearts and our prayers, with the impulse natural to the
unfortunate, were directed towards heaven; we invoked it with fervour, and
we derived from our prayers the advantage of hoping in our safety: one must
have experienced cruel situations, to imagine what a soothing charm, in the
midst of misfortune, is afforded by the sublime idea of a God, the protector
of the unfortunate. One consoling idea still pleased our imaginations; we presumed
that the little division had sailed for the Isle of Arguin, and that after
having landed there a part of its people, would return to our assistance: this
idea, which we tried to inspire into our soldiers and sailors, checked their
clamours. The night came, and our hopes were not yet fulfilled: the wind freshened,
the sea rose considerably. What a dreadful night! Nothing but the idea of seeing
the boats the next day, gave some consolation to our people; who being most
of them unused to the motion of a vessel, at every shock of the sea, fell upon
each other. Mr. Savigny, assisted by some persons, who, in the midst of this
disorder, still retained their presence of mind, fastened some ropes to the
pieces of the raft: the men took hold of them, and by means of this support,
were better able to resist the force of the waves: some were obliged to fasten
themselves. In the middle of the night the weather was very bad; very heavy
waves rolled upon us, and often threw us down with great violence; the cries
of the people were mingled with the roaring of the billows; a dreadful sea
lifted us every moment from the raft, and threatened to carry us away. This
scene was rendered still more awful by the horrors of a very dark night; for
some moments we thought that we saw fires at a distance. We had taken the precaution
to hang, at the top of the mast, some gun-powder and pistols, with which we
had provided ourselves on board the frigate: we made signals by burning a great
many charges of powder; we even fired some pistol-shot, but it seems that these
fires were only an illusion of the eyesight, or perhaps they were nothing but
the dashing of the breakers.
This whole night we contended against death, holding fast by the ropes which
were strongly fastened. Rolled by the waves from the back to the front, and
from the front to the back, and sometimes precipitated into the sea, suspended
between life and death, lamenting our misfortune, certain to perish, yet still
struggling for a fragment of existence with the cruel element which threatened
to swallow us up. Such was our situation till day-break; every moment were
heard the lamentable cries of the soldiers and sailors; they prepared themselves
for death; they bid farewell to each other, imploring the protection of Heaven,
and addressing fervent prayers to God: all made vows to him, notwithstanding
the certainty that they should never be able to fulfil them. Dreadful situation!
How is it possible to form an idea of it, which is not below the truth!
About seven o'clock, in the morning, the sea fell
a little, the wind blew with less fury; but what a sight presented itself to
our view! Ten or twelve unhappy wretches, having their lower extremities entangled
in the openings between the pieces of the raft, had not been able to disengage
themselves, and had lost their lives; several others had been carried off by
the violence of the sea. At the hour of repast we took fresh numbers, in order
to leave no break in the series: we missed twenty men: we will not affirm that
this number is very exact, for we found that some soldiers, in order to have
more than their ration, took two, and even three numbers. We were so many persons
crowded together, that it was absolutely impossible to prevent these abuses.
Amidst these horrors, an affecting scene of filial piety forced us to shed
tears: two young men raised and recognised, for their father, an unfortunate
man who was stretched senseless under the feet of the people; at first, they
thought he was dead, and their despair expressed itself by
the most affecting lamentations; it was perceived, however, that this almost
inanimate body still had breath; we lavished on him all the assistance in our
power; he recovered by degrees, and was restored to life and to the prayers
of his sons, who held him fast embraced in their arms. While the rights of
nature resumed their empire in this affecting episode of our sad adventures,
we had soon the afflicting sight of a melancholy contrast. Two young lads,
and a baker, did not fear to seek death, by throwing themselves into the sea,
after having taken leave of their companions in misfortune. Already the faculties
of our men were singularly impaired; some fancied they saw the land; others,
vessels which were coming to save us; all announced to us by their cries these
fallacious visions.
We deplored the loss of our unhappy companions; we did not presage, at this
moment, the still more terrible scene which was to take place the following
night; far from that, we enjoyed a degree of satisfaction, so fully were we
persuaded that the boats would come to our relief. The day was fine, and the
most perfect tranquillity prevailed on our raft. The evening came, and the
boats did not appear. Despondency began again to seize all our people, and
a mutinous spirit manifested itself by cries of fury; the voice of the officers
was wholly disregarded. When the night came, the sky was covered with thick
clouds; the wind, which during the day had been rather high, now became furious,
and agitated the sea, which, in an instant, grew very rough.
If the preceding night had been terrible, this was still more horrible. Mountains
of water covered us every moment, and broke, with violence, in the midst of
us; very happily we had the wind behind us, and the fury of the waves was a
little checked by the rapidity of our progress; we drove towards the land.
From the violence of the sea, the men passed rapidly from the back to the front
of the raft, we were obliged to keep in the centre, the most solid part of
the raft; those who could not get there, almost all perished. Before and behind
the waves dashed with fury, and carried off the men in spite of all their resistance.
At the centre, the crowd was such that some poor men were stifled by the weight
of their comrades, who fell upon them every moment; the officers kept themselves
at the foot of the little mast, obliged, every instant, to avoid the waves,
to call to those who surrounded them to go on the one or the other side, for
the waves which came upon us, nearly athwart, gave our raft a position almost
perpendicular, so that, in order to counterbalance it, we were obliged to run
to that side which was raised up by the sea.
The soldiers and sailors, terrified by the presence of an almost inevitable
danger, gave themselves up for lost. Firmly believing that they were going
to be swallowed up, they resolved to soothe their last moments by drinking
till they lost the use of their reason; we had not strength to oppose this
disorder; they fell upon a cask which was at the middle of the raft, made a
large hole at one end, and with little tin cups which they had brought from
on board the frigate, they each took a pretty large quantity, but they were
soon obliged to desist, because the sea water entered by the hole which they
had made.
The fumes of the wine soon disordered their brains, already affected by the
presence of danger and want of food. Thus inflamed, these men, become deaf
to the voice of reason, desired to implicate, in one common destruction, their
companions in misfortune; they openly expressed their intention to rid themselves
of the officers, who they said, wished to oppose their design, and then to
destroy the raft by cutting the ropes which united the different parts that
composed it. A moment after, they were proceeding to put this plan in execution.
One of them advanced to the edge of the raft with a boarding-axe, and began
to strike the cords: this was the signal for revolt: we advanced in order to
stop these madmen: he who was armed with the axe, with which he even threatened
an officer, was the first victim: a blow with a sabre put an end to his existence.
This man was an Asiatic, and soldier in a colonial regiment: a colossal stature,
short curled hair, an extremely large nose, an enormous mouth, a sallow complexion,
gave him a hideous air. He had placed himself, at first, in the middle of the
raft, and at every blow of his fist he overthrew those who stood in his way;
he inspired the greatest terror, and nobody dared to approach him. If there
had been half-a-dozen like him, our destruction would have been inevitable.
Some persons, desirous of prolonging their existence, joined those who wished
to preserve the raft, and armed themselves: of this number were some subaltern
officers and many passengers. The mutineers drew their sabres, and those who
had none, armed themselves with knives: they advanced resolutely against us;
we put ourselves on our defence: the attack was going to begin. Animated by
despair, one of the mutineers lifted his sabre against an officer; he immediately
fell, pierced with wounds. This firmness awed them a moment; but did not at
all diminish their rage. They ceased to threaten us, and presenting a front
bristling with sabres and bayonets, they retired to the back part, to execute
their plan. One of them pretended to rest himself on the little railing which
formed the sides of the raft, and with a knife began to cut the cords. Being
informed by a servant, we rushed upon him--a soldier attempted to defend him--threatened
an officer with his knife, and in attempting to strike him, only pierced his
coat--the officer turned round--overpowered his adversary, and threw both him
and his comrade into the sea!
After this there were no more partial affairs: the combat became general.
Some cried lower the sail; a crowd of madmen instantly threw themselves on
the yards and the shrouds, and cut the stays, and let the mast fall, and nearly
broke the thigh of a captain of foot, who fell senseless. He was seized by
the soldiers, who threw him into the sea: we perceived it--saved him, and placed
him on a barrel, from which he was taken by the seditious; who were going to
cut out his eyes with a penknife. Exasperated by so many cruelties, we no longer
kept any measures, and charged them furiously. With our sabres drawn we traversed
the lines which the soldiers formed, and many atoned with their lives for a
moment of delusion. Several passengers displayed much courage and coolness
in these cruel moments.
Mr. Corréard was fallen into a kind of trance, but hearing every moment
cries of "_To arms! To us, comrades! We are undone_!" joined to the
cries and imprecations of the wounded and the dying, he was soon roused from
his lethargy. The increasing confusion made him sensible that it was necessary
to be upon his guard. Armed with his sabre, he assembled some of his workmen
on the front of the raft, and forbid them to hurt any one unless they were
attacked. He remained almost always with them, and they had several times to
defend themselves against the attacks of the mutineers; who falling into the
sea, returned by the front of the raft; which placed Mr. Corréard and
his little troop between two dangers, and rendered their position very difficult
to be defended. Every moment men presented themselves, armed with knives, sabres
and bayonets; many had carbines, which they used as clubs. The workmen did
their utmost to stop them, by presenting the point of their sabres; and, notwithstanding
the repugnance they felt to combat their unhappy countrymen, they were however
obliged touse their arms without reserve; because many of the mutineers attacked
them with fury, it was necessary to repulse them in the same manner. In this
action some of the workmen received large wounds; he who commanded them reckons
a great number, which he received in the various combats they had to maintain.
At last their united efforts succeeded in dispersing the masses that advanced
furiously against them.
During this combat, Mr. Corréard was informed,
by one of his workmen who remained faithful, that one of their comrades, named
Dominique, had taken part with the mutineers, and that he had just been thrown
into the sea. Immediately forgetting the fault and the treachery of this man,
he threw himself in after him, at the place where the voice of the wretch had
just been heard calling for assistance; he seized him by the hair, and had
the good fortune to get him on board. Dominique had received, in a charge,
several sabre wounds, one of which had laid open his head. Notwithstanding
the darkness we found the wound, which appeared to us to be very considerable.
One of the workmen gave his handkerchief to bind it up and stanch the blood.
Our care revived this wretch; but as soon as he recovered his strength, the
ungrateful Dominique, again forgetting his duty and the signal service that
he had just received from us, went to rejoin the mutineers. So much baseness
and fury did not go unpunished; and soon afterwards, while combating us anew,
he met with his death, from which he, in fact, did not merit to be rescued,
but which he would probably have avoided, if faithful to honor and to gratitude,
he had remained among us.
Just when we had almost finished applying a kind
of dressing to the wounds of Dominique, another voice was heard; it was that
of the unfortunate woman who was on the raft with us, and whom the madmen had
thrown into the sea, as well as her husband, who defended her with courage.
Mr. Corréard, in
despair at seeing two poor wretches perish, whose lamentable cries, especially
those of the woman, pierced his heart, seized a large rope which was on the
front of the raft, which he fastened round the middle of his body, and threw
himself, a second time, into the sea, whence he was so happy as to rescue the
woman, who invoked, with all her might, the aid of Our Lady of Laux, while
her husband was likewise saved by the chief workman, Lavillette. We seated
these two poor people upon dead bodies, with their backs leaning against a
barrel. In a few minutes they had recovered their senses. The first thought
of the woman was to enquire the name of him who had saved her, and to testify
to him the warmest gratitude. Thinking, doubtless, that her words did not sufficiently
express her sentiments, she recollected that she had, in her pocket, a little
snuff, and immediately offered it to him--it was all she possessed. Touched
by this present, but not making use of this ant scorbutic, Mr. Corréard,
in turn, made a present of it to a poor sailor, who used it three or four days.
But a more affecting scene, which it is impossible for us to describe, is the
joy which this unfortunate couple displayed when they had sufficiently recovered
their senses to see that they were saved.
The mutineers being repulsed, as we have said above, left us at this moment
a little repose. The moon with her sad beams, illumined this fatal raft, this
narrow space, in which were united so many heart-rending afflictions, so many
cruel distresses, a fury so insensate, a courage so heroic, the most pleasing
and generous sentiments of nature and humanity.
The man and his wife, who just before had seen themselves attacked with sabres
and bayonets, and thrown at the same moment into the waves of a stormy sea,
could hardly believe their senses when they found themselves in each others
arms. They felt, they expressed, so fervently, the happiness which they were
alas, to enjoy for so short a time, that this affecting sight might have drawn
tears from the most insensible heart; but in this terrible moment, when we
were but just breathing after the most furious attack, when we were forced
to be constantly on our guard, not only against the attacks of the men, but
also against the fury of the waves: few of us had time, if we may say so, to
suffer ourselves to be moved by this scene of conjugal friendship.
Mr. Corréard, one of those whom it had most agreeably affected, hearing
the woman still recommend herself, as she had done when in the sea, to our
Lady of Laux, exclaiming every instant, "our good Lady of Laux do not
forsake us," recollected that there was, in fact, in the Department of
the Upper Alps, a place of devotion so called, and asked her if she came from
that country. She replied in the affirmative, and said she had quitted it 24
years before, and that since that time she had been in the Campaigns in Italy, &c.
as a sutler; that she had never quitted our armies. "Therefore," said
she, "preserve my life, you see that I am a useful woman." "Oh!
if you knew how often I also have braved death on the field of battle, to carry
assistance to our brave men." Then she amused herself with giving some
account of her campaigns. She mentioned those she had assisted, the provisions
which she had provided them, the brandy with which she had treated them. "Whether
they had money or not," said she, "I always let them have my goods.
Sometimes a battle made me lose some of my poor debtors; but then, after the
victory, others paid me double or triple the value of the provisions which
they had consumed before the battle. Thus I had a share in their victory." The
idea of owing her life to Frenchmen, at this moment, seemed still to add to
her happiness. Unfortunate woman! she did not foresee the dreadful fate that
awaited her among us! Let us return to our raft.
After this second check, the fury of the soldiers suddenly abated, and gave
place to extreme cowardice: many of them fell at our feet and asked pardon,
which was instantly granted them. It is here, the place to observe and to proclaim
aloud for the honour of the French army, which has shewn itself as great, as
courageous, under reverses, as formidable in battle, that most of these wretches
were not worthy to wear its uniform. They were the scum of all countries, the
refuse of the prisons, where they had been collected to make up the force charged
with the defence and the protection of the colony. When, for the sake of health,
they were made to bathe in the sea, a ceremony from which some of them had
the modesty to endeavour to excuse themselves, the whole crew had ocular demonstration
that it was not upon the _breast_ that these heroes wore the insignia of the
exploits, which had led them to serve the state in the Ports of Toulon, Brest
or Rochefort.
This is not the moment, and perhaps we are not
competent to examine whether the penalty of branding, as it is re-established
in our present code, is compatible with the true object of all good legislation,
that of correcting while punishing, of striking only as far as is necessary
to prevent and preserve; in short, of producing the greatest good to all with
the least possible evil to individuals. Reason at least seems to demonstrate,
and what has passed before our own eyes authorises us to believe that it is
as dangerous, as inconsistent, to entrust arms for the protection of society,
to the hands of those whom society has itself rejected from its bosom; that
it implies a contradiction to require courage, generosity, and that devotedness
which commands a noble heart to sacrifice itself for its country and fellow
creatures, from wretches branded, degraded by corruption, in whom every moral
energy is destroyed, or eternally compressed by the weight of the indelible
opprobrium which renders them aliens to their country, which separates them
for ever from the rest of mankind.
We soon had on board our raft a fresh proof of the impossibility of depending
on the permanence of any honorable sentiment in the hearts of beings of this
description.
Thinking that order was restored, we had returned
to our post at the center of the raft, only we took the precaution to retain
our arms. It was nearly midnight: after an hours apparent tranquillity, the
soldiers rose again: their senses were entirely deranged; they rushed upon
us like madmen, with their knives or sabres in their hands. As they were in
full possession of their bodily strength, and were also armed, we were forced
again to put ourselves on our defence. Their revolt was the more dangerous,
as in their delirium they were entirely deaf to the cries of reason. They attacked
us; we charged them in our turn, and soon the raft was covered with their dead
bodies. Those among our adversaries who had no arms, attempted to tear us with
their teeth; several of us were cruelly bitten; Mr. Savigny was himself bitten
in the legs and the shoulder; he received also a wound with a knife in his
right arm which deprived him, for a long time, of the use of the fourth and
little fingers of that hand; many others were wounded; our clothes were pierced
in many places by knives and sabres. One of our workmen was also seized by
four of the mutineers, who were going to throw him into the sea. One of them
had seized him by the right leg, and was biting him cruelly in the sinew above
the heel. The others were beating him severely with their sabres and the but
end of their carbines; his cries made us fly to his aid. On this occasion,
the brave Lavillette, ex-serjeant of the artillery on foot, of the old guard,
behaved with courage worthy of the highest praise: we rushed on these desperadoes,
after the example of Mr. Corréard, and soon rescued the workman from the danger which threatened
him. A few moments after, the mutineers, in another charge, seized on the sub-lieutenant
Lozach, whom they took, in their delirium, for Lieutenant Danglas, of whom
we have spoken above, and who had abandoned the raft when we were on the point
of putting off from the frigate. The soldiers, in general, bore much ill will
to this officer, who had seen little service, and whom they reproached with
having treated them harshly while they were in garrison in the Isle of Rhé.
It would have been a favorable opportunity for them to satiate their rage upon
him, and the thirst of vengeance and destruction which animated them to fancy
that they had found him in the person of Mr. Lozach, they were going to throw
him into the sea. In truth, the soldiers almost equally disliked the latter,
who had served only in the Vendean bands of Saint Pol de Leon. We believed
this officer lost, when his voice being heard, informed us that it was still
possible to save him. Immediately Messrs. Clairet, Savigny, l'Heureux, Lavillette,
Coudin, Corréard, and some workmen, having formed themselves into little
parties, fell upon the insurgents with so much impetuosity that they overthrew
all who opposed them, recovered Mr. Lozach, and brought him back to the center
of the raft.
The preservation of this officer cost us infinite trouble. Every moment the
soldiers demanded that he should be given up to them, always calling him by
the name of Danglas. It was in vain we attempted to make them sensible of their
mistake, and to recal to their memory, that he, whom they demanded, had returned
on board the frigate, as they had themselves seen; their cries drowned the
voice of reason; every thing was in their eyes Danglas; they saw him every
where, they furiously and unceasingly demanded his head, and it was only by
force of arms, that we succeeded in repressing their rage, and in silencing
their frightful cries.
On this occasion we had also reason to be alarmed for the safety of Mr. Coudin.
Wounded and fatigued by the attacks which we had sustained with the disaffected,
and in which he had displayed the most dauntless courage, he was reposing on
a barrel, holding in his arms a sailor boy, of twelve years of age, to whom
he had attached himself. The mutineers seized him with his barrel, and threw
him into the sea with the boy, whom he still held fast; notwithstanding this
burden, he had the presence of mind to catch hold of the raft, and to save
himself from this extreme danger. Dreadful night! Thy gloomy veil covered these
cruel combats, instigated by the most terrible despair.
We cannot conceive how a handful of individuals could resist such a considerable
number of madmen. There were, certainly, not more than twenty of us to resist
all these furious wretches. Let it, however, not be imagined, that we preserved
our reason unimpaired amidst all this disorder; terror, alarm, the most cruel
privations had greatly affected our intellectual faculties; but being a little
less deranged than the unfortunate soldiers, we energetically opposed their
determination to cut the cords of the raft. Let us be allowed to make some
reflections on the various sensations with which we were affected.
The very first day, Mr. Griffon lost his senses so entirely, that he threw
himself into the sea, intending to drown himself. Mr. Savigny saved him with
his own hand. His discourse was vague and unconnected. He threw himself into
the water a second time, but by a kind of instinct he kept hold of one of the
cross pieces of the raft: and was again rescued.
The following is an account of what Mr. Savigny
experienced in the beginning of the night. His eyes closed in spite of himself,
and he felt a general lethargy; in this situation the most agreeable images
played before his fancy; he saw around him, a country covered with fine plantations,
and he found himself in the presence of objects which delighted all his senses;
yet he reasoned on his situation, and felt that courage alone would recover
him from this species of trance; he asked the master gunner of the frigate
for some wine: who procured him a little; and he recovered in a degree from
this state of torpor. If the unfortunate men, when they were attacked by these
first symptoms, had not had resolution to struggle against them, their death
was certain. Some became furious; others threw themselves into the sea, taking
leave of their comrades with great coolness; some said «Fear nothing, I am going to fetch you assistance:
in a short time you will see me again." In the midst of this general madness,
some unfortunate wretches were seen to rush upon their comrades with their
sabres drawn, demanding the _wing of a chicken_, or _bread_ to appease the
hunger which devoured them; others called for their hammocks, "_to go_," they
said,» between the decks of the frigate and take some moments' repose_." Many
fancied themselves still on board the Medusa, surrounded with the same objects
which they saw there every day. Some saw ships, and called them to their assistance,
or a harbour, in the back ground of which there was a magnificent city.
Mr. Corréard fancied he was travelling through the fine plains of Italy;
one of the officers said to him, gravely, "_I remember that we have been
deserted by the boats; but fear nothing; I have just written to the governor,
and in a few hours we shall be saved._" Mr. Corréard replied in
the same tone, and as if he had been in an ordinary situation, "_Have
you a pigeon to carry your orders with as much celerity?_" The cries and
the tumult soon roused us from the state in which we were plunged; but scarcely
was tranquillity restored, when we sunk back into the same species of trance:
so that the next day we seemed to awake from a painful dream, and asked our
companions if, during their sleep, they had seen combats and heard cries of
despair. Some of them replied that they had been continually disturbed by the
same visions, and that they were exhausted with fatigue: all thought themselves
deceived by the illusions of a frightful dream.
When we recal to our minds those terrible scenes, they present themselves
to our imagination like those frightful dreams which sometimes make a profound
impression on us; so that, when we awake, we remember the different circumstances
which rendered our sleep so agitated. All these horrible events, from which
we have escaped by a miracle, appear to us like a point in our existence: we
compare them with the fits of a burning fever, which has been accompanied by
a delirium: a thousand objects appear before the imagination of the patient:
when restored to health, he sometimes recollects the visions that have tormented
him during the fever which consumed him, and exalted his imagination. We were
really seized with a fever on the brain, the consequence of a mental exaltation
carried to the extreme. As soon as daylight beamed upon us, we were much more
calm: darkness brought with it a renewal of the disorder in our weakened intellects.
We observed in ourselves that the natural terror, inspired by the cruel situation
in which we were, greatly increased in the silence of the night: then all objects
seemed to us much more terrible.
After these different combats, worn out with fatigue, want of food and of
sleep, we endeavoured to take a few moments' repose, at length daylight came,
and disclosed all the horrors of the scene. A great number had, in their delirium,
thrown themselves into the sea: we found that between sixty and sixty-five
men had perished during the night; we calculated that, at least, a fourth part
had drowned themselves in despair. We had lost only two on our side, neither
of whom was an officer. The deepest despondency was painted on every face;
every one, now that he was come to himself, was sensible of his situation;
some of us, shedding tears of despair, bitterly deplored the rigour of our
fate.
We soon discovered a new misfortune; the rebels,
during the tumult, had thrown into the sea two barrels of wine, and the only
two casks of water that we had on the raft. As soon as Mr. Corréard perceived that they were going
to throw the wine into the sea, and that the barrels were almost entirely made
loose, he resolved to place himself on one of them; where he was continually
thrown to and fro by the impulse of the waves; but he did not let go his hold.
His example was followed by some others, who seized the second cask, and remained
some hours at that dangerous post. After much trouble they had succeeded in
saving these two casks; which being every moment violently driven against their
legs had bruised them severely. Being unable to hold out any longer, they made
some representations to those who, with Mr. Savigny, employed all their efforts
to maintain order and preserve the raft. One of them took his (Mr. Corréard)
place; others relieved the rest: but finding this service too difficult, and
being assaulted by the mutineers, they forsook this post. Then the barrels
were thrown into the sea.
Two casks of wine had been consumed the preceding day; we had only one left,
and we were above sixty in number; so that it was necessary to put ourselves
on half allowance.
At daybreak the sea grew calm, which enabled us to put up our mast again;
we then did our utmost to direct our course towards the coast. Whether it were
an illusion or reality we thought we saw it, and that we distinguished the
burning air of the Zaara Desert. It is, in fact, very probable that we were
not very distant from it, for we had had winds from the sea which had blown
violently. In the sequel we spread the sail indifferently to every wind that
blew, so that one day we approached the coast, on the next ran into the open
sea.
As soon as our mast was replaced, we made a distribution of wine; the unhappy
soldiers murmured and accused us for privations, which we bore as well as they:
they fell down with fatigue. For forty-eight hours we had taken nothing, and
had been obliged to struggle incessantly against a stormy sea; like them we
could hardly support ourselves; courage alone still made us act. We resolved
to employ all possible means to procure fish. We collected all the tags from
the soldiers, and made little hooks of them; we bent a bayonet to catch sharks:
all this availed us nothing; the currents carried our hooks under the raft,
where they got entangled. A shark bit at the bayonet, and straightened it.
We gave up our project. But an extreme resource was necessary to preserve our
wretched existence. We tremble with horror at being obliged to mention that
which we made use of! we feel our pen drop from our hand; a deathlike chill
pervades all our limbs; our hair stands erect on our heads!--Reader, we beseech
you, do not feel indignation towards men who are already too unfortunate; but
have compassion on them, and shed some tears of pity on their unhappy fate.
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